She really doesn't know anything
She doesn't know what to think
what to say
what to do
or what not to do...

She really just wants things to seem normal
like it was at one point
like it has been
like what it isnt now...

people ask Her stuff
like what to do
what to think
how to act
but how is She supposed to know
She knows nothing

Her so called life has been deprived up until now
it went from nothing to something almost over night
what changed?
what makes the past two months so much different from the rest of Her past?
why is Her life all of a sudden changing so fast?
She wanted change
but She never said quick change
She was hopeing for a little more gradual

it's like someone pressed the fast button
after She had been cruising for so long
at the same speed
with no stop
no breaks
not even a yellow light.

what to do?
She doesn't know
what would you do?
She doesn't know that either
She's not a mind reader

All She can pray for is for God to be with her
through tough times
through busy times
through good times
and through times that dont even have an adjective

God has helped Her through so much
He always has
and always will
without Him what would She do?
She doesn't know
no one knows
maybe shrivel up and die?

Let's hope not.