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Failing Tears.

Fri Dec 4, 2009, 10:21 PM
One show down. Two more to go. I failed at keeping my tears in during Silent Night. I was like "DONT CRY CRAP DONT CRY!!" "CRAP THERE ARE TEARS! FAIL DONT CRY!" all through the song. The tears streamed down both eyes as I sung. I wasn't supposed to start crying until Saturday night's performance (which is the last) oh wells. That means tomorrow's tears might be worse. >.<

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: I heard the bells on Christmas day - Tyler Mann
  • Reading: Lord of the Flies - William Golding
  • Watching: Time Pass
  • Playing: Hide and Go Seek with myself

fail

Thu Dec 3, 2009, 12:04 AM
Holiday spectacular is this weekend and I love how we didn't look at a song until today. I was like "we haven't learned this song yet Mr.Jennings" FAIL. haha...The show shall be inetersting to say the least...

I started tearing during Silent Night at practice today. I can't believe that this is my last Holiday Spectacular. Senior year is going by way too fast. -sigh- I hate Time.

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Rock Me Amadeus - Powerhouse Studio Recording
  • Reading: Lord of the Flies - William Golding
  • Watching: Time Pass
  • Playing: Hide and Go Seek with myself

Thanksgiving already?! Wha?!

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 25, 2009, 11:42 PM


Why must time speed ip the older I get? It feels like a blink ago that it was the start of a new year and I was setting goals to better myself. And to put it simply, I think I've failed at most of them...

Anyway, Happy Thanksgiving to all. I hope you are like me and thankful for more than you can even list. =D Eat lots of Turkey!

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: The Christmas Can Can - Straight No Chaser
  • Reading: Lord of the Flies = William Golding
  • Watching: Time Pass
  • Playing: Hide and Go Seek with myself

One Day...

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 3:33 PM


One day I'll
Speak up about what I'm thinking
Say something meaningful
Not be scared of what your reaction might be
When I tell you how much I care.

Because
Sitting here will do me no good
Just watching just lets the time pass
If I never say anything
Then you may never know
Until it's too late...

Too bad that I fail at taking my own advice.

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Insomniac - Straight no Chaser
  • Reading: Lord of the Flies = William Golding
  • Watching: Time Pass
  • Playing: Hide and Go Seek with myself

because I can and I'm bored

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 4:08 PM


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  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
  • Reading: Crazy Love - Francsis Chan
  • Watching: The world go by
  • Playing: Invisible

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